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Sunday, March 8, 2009

I’m Only Yours 5

I’m Only Yours 5
Here is the part 5. I hope you guys will like it. I’m sorry for any mistakes...
"Life is not what it seems to be. There is always something hidden behind the mask", Shane suddenly started the conversation. I wasn’t sure what he was talking about. He was usually a straightforward type of guy but today, he was sounding really complicated.
"What do u mean? I don’t get anything"
"U will in the right time. Your purpose of life will be shown to u soon."
"U made it sound like I am very special, and there is something big that I need to do."
"There is. U are gonna do something big and special cause u r very special." He made me confused again. I never thought I was special, and what was he really talking about when he said there is something big and special. I think I am not good at anything. I am just worthless, how can I be able to do something big or special.
"Don’t u miss your mom?" he asked with a caring tone.
"How do u know about my mom? U were not even here when my mom died." I was extremely shocked.
"I know this kind of thing, and other things that are very important to u." though he was really sweet, how will he know this kind of things.
"What? It’s impossible. I mean how will u know so much about me."
"Like I told u before, cause u are special. Enough talking, we need to get going, and I am sure u would not want to see Micheal dead." He sounded kind of mean when he said that. Did he realized what he was saying? Though I didn’t love Micheal, it still was kind of mean to say that.
"What is wrong with u? What is your problem? U are acting so different. Are all the guys like this?"
"Teri, don’t get …….."
"Its better if u leave me alone n u can go wherever u want, and I am sure I can find the way by myself." I wasn’t sure why but I was being mad at him.
"Are u sure?" I was expecting him to try to convince me to not to leave but instead it seemed like he didn’t really cared.
"Sure as sure can be. At least I don’t wanna be with u, that’s all that matters for now." so I started going on my own, with even turning back to look at him, which I usually did. "what does he think of himself? Can I not go on my own? Of course I can. I will be fine without him. I don’t even need him", I was saying it to myself until I started hearing those weird sounds again. It sounded like of wild animals, beasts,………
No, I didn’t wanted to die.
I decided it was better to go back but I couldn’t. I mean I will be brave and face it. No, I don’t want to die. Then those sounds started freaking me out. I quickly ran back, and found Shane in the same place where he had been last time. I quickly ran towards him, and hugged him. He laughed.
"I knew u would come back", he didn’t sounded mean instead it sounded funny. He laughed again.
"You are so annoying. What do u think of yourself? I thought u would come after me but u didn’t and instead of comforting me, u r laughing. I hate u. I hate u so much." I was trying to sound like I was really annoyed.
"If I had come after u, I would not have gotten a hug from u." this time he sounded really serious.
"Promise me that u won’t leave me again."
"I will never leave u." he promised, and we decided to go and look for Micheal.
I was starving. I was so hungry. I needed food or else I was sure that I will die. I think Shane noticed that and started asking, "are u hungry?"
"Yeah." I said it in a really low voice.
"I will go and get something for u."
"No…. I mean I don’t want u to be lost like Micheal."
"I won’t be".
"But u cant leave me! What if I heard those weird sounds again? No one is gonna be hear to save me."
"I will come back soon. I won’t let anything happen to u. Trust me."
"I trust u." I didn’t wanted to say that but it just blur out of my mouth. I think I really did trusted him. With that, he gave me an adorable smile, and kissed me in my forehead.
"I will be back soon, and I won’t break your trust."
"I hope so." That was it. Then he left me there alone. I decided I could wait, and that was all I could do.
Wait……
I started hearing those weird sounds again, but I still decided to wait. After about 30 minutes, he was back. I hugged him and he smiled. He had brought a strange fruit with him, which I had no idea, what it was. So I asked him, and he said that he had tested it, and it tested like berry. Even though it was like 5 times bigger then berry, I actually liked it.
We looked everywhere for Micheal, but we couldn’t find him. Was he okay? I was becoming really concerned for him. After all, I was the one who lead him to this forest. If anything ever happened to him, I will blame myself for it.
"Do u think Micheal is okay?" I asked.
"Why u so worried about him?" he seemed to be a little jealous.
"Well, I am the one who lead him to this forest, and he went to look for food for me. I want him to be ok."
"U know what I think?"
"What?"
"I think he is already gone."
"What u mean?"
"I mean it only took me 30 minutes to get u food, so it wont take him that long to…….." I cut him of.
"But why would he left me here?"
"U know nothing about him. Its just been 2 days since u have met him and u ……."
"How do u know that it’s just been 2 days? And anyway u don’t even know him. Why r u acting like u know everything? I mean how do u know so much……."
"Let me finish it for u. I know Micheal from a long time and u don’t know much about him. He is not what u think he is."
"Wait…. But how do u know Micheal?"
"I know him cause ………. Forget it. It’s a long story. You will know about it later."
"Why cant u just tell me everything? Stop making things more complicate then they are, okay?"
"Okay. My dad and his dad had like really big fight, and some how his dad killed my dad. From that day, I have started keeping watch on him and his family, so I know this kind of things."
"I am sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt u." He didn’t say anything to me, and just stared at the forest.
"U know, I actually really miss my mom. I wish she was here with me ………."
"Its ok Tersa." He put an arm around me, and said, "u see, life is not what it really seems to be but there are good things too." I just nodded. It felt good to be in his arms, then after about 2 minutes, he asked, "what do u want to do?"
"What u mean?"
"I mean shall we go back or should we go and look for Micheal?"
"I don’t know. I mean I don’t care." I was being so comfortable in his arms that I couldn’t think about anyone else but him.
"I think we should go back. Your new mom might be worrying about u."
"How do u know about my new mom?" he knew like everything, and he was making me confused again.
"I know a lot more about u."
"But how is that possible?"
"I was keeping watch on Micheal, then I found u, so I…………"
"What? I mean how can u? (I didn’t wanted to be more confused then I already was) okay, can u be more clear?"
"I can’t. I will tell u when the right time comes."
"And when is that?" I asked with little interest in my voice.
"Soon", that was all he said. Then we started walking. He was walking faster, and I was already getting so tired, but I still managed to catch up to him.
"I can’t walk anymore." I said with my voice sounding really tired.
"Just walk for a while then will stop." He still sounded so calm but it did no help. I still was feeling so tired.
"Shane………………. I can’t walk anymore. Have mercy on me." He laughed. He then came towards me and easily carried me. Of course, now I was feeling better.

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