Finding Love

Finding Love
Even when everything seems wrong, there is always a chance of finding love..
Finding Love
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I have never given much thought to the word love. At least not until I met the one I thought was for me, but it seems like that wasn’t the way it was supposed to be. Things changed with time. Almost everything changes with time but only one thing remains inside our hearts. No matter how hard we try, we can never remove that from our life. It’s a part of our heart, and maybe part of our soul as well. Happiness, sadness, pain, almost everything comes from that one single word. Love

I have always expected a simple life, but look what I got. The one guy whom I thought loved me, and I loved him as well, betrayed me. He is so far away that I can’t even reach him. I have no idea where he is at the moment but one thing is for sure, he took my heart with him and I can never get it back. All the memories that I shared with him remain, even when he is gone. If I will ever meet him again, I will like to ask him a question, what exactly did I do wrong? He meant so much to me, could he not see that? Was there something wrong with my love? Did I not give him all that I have? Everything that I ever have, I gave it to him without expecting anything in return except for his love. I know that he loved me but then why did he leave me without even saying a word. Just the very thought of him makes me smile and cry. Everything was so perfect, why did he have to leave me without telling me why? I have never loved anyone the way I loved him. I was willing to do anything he wanted me to. My family, friends meant nothing compare to him. I see him every single day in my dreams. Each time, I find him going away from me. Don’t you see how much I need you?

It’s impossible to imagine myself without him. I am willing to do anything to have him back in my life. The day we met, when he first kissed me, when he said he loved me- everything is so fresh in my mind like it was just yesterday instead of 6 months. Each day has been painful to live without him by my side. Please come back, my heart screams the word again and again, but he still hasn’t come. I am so crazy about him, how can he do this to me? Does he have any idea how much it hurts to not see his face, and not have him close to me? His face is still on my mind with all the little details. I remember everything about him. He made me fall for him deeply and he even promised to be with me forever. Everything was false, lies. It’s all wrong. What did I ever do to deserve this? My heart is screaming, and crying in pain. Can’t things ever get better? He has to come now; otherwise it will be too late. Everything will be different. No matter how much I want to, I will not be able to stop this. Please come back….. Please come to me….. I can’t take this any longer. How can you leave me? I love you, and I can only love you. Forgive me if I ever did anything wrong to you. I love you, and that’s all I really know. I don’t think my heart can take this any longer. My heart is not strong enough to face all this alone. I need you. I want you. Can’t you see what I have become without you? I hate to be here, I hate every minute of it. You said you loved me, but how can you be gone.

You have to come back….

I really need you…..

With all my heart, I love you….

Take me away from all this…..

I promise to love you forever…..

Please come back…..

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May 17

Megan knew her death was coming, and was extremely worried about her daughter. She knew she hadn’t been a good example to her daughter but there was very little she could do. It seemed to be too late to do anything. She was running out of time. She had watched her daughter crying almost every night but she knew it was for the best. Tanner was not the right guy for her daughter. She had hoped that her daughter will get over him, but she never did. It’s like her daughter is trapped, and she is not willing to let anyone help her.

Who can understand love well then Megan did? She had also felled for a wrong man, and she didn’t want the history to repeat itself over again.

Once death is near, everything starts to make sense. Megan knew there was no turning back in life but there was one very important task that needed to be done. She needed to show love to her daughter again. A mother only wants the best for her child even when her child might not see it. When it’s the right time, her daughter will see it. That was for sure.

Ever since Tanner went away, her daughter has changed. Her sweet daughter was becoming bitter. Love was really blind. It made her daughter blind, and did the same to her. But no matter what, she will not let her daughter live a life without love. There was only one way to bring love in Angel’s life again. There was only one man who loved Angel enough to do that for her. He wasn’t just any guy; he was unique and so loveable. Megan couldn’t see how her daughter could still be in love with Tanner after seeing a guy like Brian. Brain was everything a girl could ever wish for; but only her naïve daughter could not see it. And most importantly he was in love with Angel. What can a girl ever wish for? It was so obvious that Brian was in love with Angel, but only Angel could not see it. Somehow Megan had to bring them together, before things change. She will not be able to die peacefully until her most important task was done.

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"Get ready, we are going out for dinner," Brian said for the fifth time, but Angel still wasn’t willing to listen.

"I really don’t want to go. Please understand," Angel begged.

Her reaction made Brian chuckle. "You are going out with me, and that’s all there is."

Angel knew full well that it wasn’t worth arguing with Brian. Even though he was her best friend, he never stopped annoying her. He loved making her do things she didn’t want to. He was so sweet that it was impossible to say no to him.

"Fine. You won like usual. Now, let me get ready,"

Brian gave her his best smile, making her smile as well. "I will be waiting outside."

She wasn’t outgoing type. Well, at least she became this way ever since Tanner……. She didn’t want to think about it. Brian was always there for her, and she needed to go out and be happy for him. It seemed like all Brain ever wants is to make Angel happy. That’s what true friends are for, Angel thought to herself.

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By only way